Hey. I know that this is going to be a really dumb idea. But I couldn't just watch and do nothing about it. I didn't want to bring anyone else along. Especially if it doesn't work, no one else needs to die.
It's a pretty big one too. I know that trying to go against this guy isn't a great one. Plus with everything else going on it's dangerous. I'm going to try to use words. That's the only way for this to work, right? If it doesn't work, it would be stupid for others to continue.
Yeah, against Kylo Ren, that's all I'm ever doing with that guy. It's just something that I have to do. I know it's not a good idea. But I have to try something about it.
[His voice is mixed with concern.]
You sound as if you got hurt. I've been climbing mountains for a while, Finn. You'd never make it up here in time. I already see where I need to go.
[There's a small mental image of a man standing up at the top of the cliff with the red glow coming off from the surface.]
If I asked you to continue the cause of the Resistance here, would you? I never asked what you really wanted to do here, Finn. I don't want anyone to do what they don't want.
I'm fine! I'm perfectly fine! Just hold your damn feet and wait! I can try to catch up. I can--[He cuts off as he gets the image there, feeling sick, like he's going to vomit again. It wouldn't be the first time since he woke up.]
What? But that--The Resistance doesn't matter right now! I don't want to do anything here but keep a few people together until we, as a group, figure out how to go home! You can't control that. It's a fact of life that you end up having to do things you don't want to!
You can't just reach out and say 'hey, I'm doing something dumb' with out back up, dummy! [He's going to try and figure out WHERE you are, idiot, and follow. Not that he can get far... or figure out where that is...]
I'm doing it anyway! I'm here. I'm not turning around and going back.
[He may have yelled a little bit in the beginning but his voice grew softer.]
I can't ask you to come risk this then Finn. This is a choice I made on my own. This is a fight that I knew I may not come back from. Yeah, but those things Finn, you can want to do certain things. You just have to take that opportunity when it's there in front of you.
[There's a small sigh.] I might as well tell you instead of you not finding me anywhere for a few days. At least you can say you heard from me. I could have reached out to someone else. But I didn't. I had to tell someone.
[He seemed to pull back in action and thought suddenly at all of that. Dameron, what the hell are you doing?!]
Wait? Because I don't think the Resistance has any place in this right now you're going to tell me to back the hell down? The Resistance doesn't matter right now! I'm going to go to help a friend try not to kill himself! And why do it anyhow? Do you think you have a chance right now? Are you THINKING right now? If you think you're not coming back from this then you wont. You've already resigned yourself not to, idiot! [he might be yelling at him now, whoops] You told someone. And that someone wants to go help! That's my choice, damn it!
I do know that the Resistance doesn't matter right now. There is no need for you to shout! I know that this is not a good idea. But, the reason for it? If they say they're possessed who else can show some appreciation? I am not gonna ask you to do that. I don't think I would be the best choice either. I believe that it's still worth the risk. What would you do if you found out personal information about your enemy? Information that makes you question a lot more than just a Republic senator. My point I'm making is that I have my reasons for it. Maybe I'll tell them to you the next time I see you, Finn.
[It's the smallest growl. He's frustrated, because he's laid up and woke up alone except for Hux. HUX of all people. And now his friend is running off to do something stupid, and he can't find Rey.]
If they say they are possessed, what do you expect when you show some appreciation? A hug? What do you even expect to learn! What are--never mind. Never mind! Kriffing hell!
You don't have to ask me to do anything, I'm telling you I want to go and help you! Odds are better that you wont end up hurt or worse with someone there to help. Why couldn't you have said something sooner?
Damn it, Poe! [If it sounds like or feels like he might be on the move, he is. Or he's trying to be. Like he'll try to find where Poe is. Try to get there. But he has no firm clue, and every move is painful. He's angry though... and very useless feeling.]
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[ amulet ][voice] 5/23 - Right as he is making his way into trouble...
Date: 2016-05-24 12:49 am (UTC)[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-24 01:31 am (UTC)[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-24 01:37 am (UTC)[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-24 02:17 am (UTC)[He struggles to move now, but pain might read across the amulet as he does so, growling. He hurt but going to try to ignore it to help.]
Give me a few minutes. Meet me somewhere. I'll come with you!
[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-24 02:29 am (UTC)[His voice is mixed with concern.]
You sound as if you got hurt. I've been climbing mountains for a while, Finn. You'd never make it up here in time. I already see where I need to go.
[There's a small mental image of a man standing up at the top of the cliff with the red glow coming off from the surface.]
If I asked you to continue the cause of the Resistance here, would you? I never asked what you really wanted to do here, Finn. I don't want anyone to do what they don't want.
[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-24 03:43 am (UTC)[Had he yelled that? Yeah, a bit.]
I'm fine! I'm perfectly fine! Just hold your damn feet and wait! I can try to catch up. I can--[He cuts off as he gets the image there, feeling sick, like he's going to vomit again. It wouldn't be the first time since he woke up.]
What? But that--The Resistance doesn't matter right now! I don't want to do anything here but keep a few people together until we, as a group, figure out how to go home! You can't control that. It's a fact of life that you end up having to do things you don't want to!
You can't just reach out and say 'hey, I'm doing something dumb' with out back up, dummy! [He's going to try and figure out WHERE you are, idiot, and follow. Not that he can get far... or figure out where that is...]
[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-25 02:15 am (UTC)[He may have yelled a little bit in the beginning but his voice grew softer.]
I can't ask you to come risk this then Finn. This is a choice I made on my own. This is a fight that I knew I may not come back from. Yeah, but those things Finn, you can want to do certain things. You just have to take that opportunity when it's there in front of you.
[There's a small sigh.] I might as well tell you instead of you not finding me anywhere for a few days. At least you can say you heard from me. I could have reached out to someone else. But I didn't. I had to tell someone.
[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-26 05:26 am (UTC)Wait? Because I don't think the Resistance has any place in this right now you're going to tell me to back the hell down? The Resistance doesn't matter right now! I'm going to go to help a friend try not to kill himself! And why do it anyhow? Do you think you have a chance right now? Are you THINKING right now? If you think you're not coming back from this then you wont. You've already resigned yourself not to, idiot! [he might be yelling at him now, whoops] You told someone. And that someone wants to go help! That's my choice, damn it!
[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-27 01:58 pm (UTC)[ amulet ][voice]
Date: 2016-05-28 12:58 am (UTC)If they say they are possessed, what do you expect when you show some appreciation? A hug? What do you even expect to learn! What are--never mind. Never mind! Kriffing hell!
You don't have to ask me to do anything, I'm telling you I want to go and help you! Odds are better that you wont end up hurt or worse with someone there to help. Why couldn't you have said something sooner?
Damn it, Poe! [If it sounds like or feels like he might be on the move, he is. Or he's trying to be. Like he'll try to find where Poe is. Try to get there. But he has no firm clue, and every move is painful. He's angry though... and very useless feeling.]